Sense of time

Gahhhhh!! I need a better sense of time! Too many deadlines, exam conflicts... Going crazy with the deadlines... Can't believe I got another midterm's time wrong again... Thank God I happen to check the email again and was only 15min late!! Phew! If not I don't even know what will happen....

Crazy times are almost over now   =)  Time for fun!!  =D and also constant work  >.<

I love weekends btw  =)  Looking forward to more fun weekends!!

I'd learnt a lot over the past few weeks, hopefully I have time to blog every single one of it! I want to record it so I wont forget it, but tight schedule is making it really hard!!  >.<

Something I did in one of the weekends  =D

How He love us

This post has been sitting in my draft for a very long time, I feel like completing it today after my quiet time. This happened in the week of Spet 16th during my Navs retreat. This week has brought me a lot of new perspectives. Bumped into a friend who looks really troubled on the bus on Wednesday. I asked her how is she doing and if everything is alright. She started to blurt out everything to me which I am very honored because she trusted me. Things were good after she let it out. However, I received a call the next day from her questioning me why did I tell everyone. I was in shocked. I did not mention anything to the people she said I did. As the matter of fact, I didn't talk to those people at all! I just received a hug from them and I have to leave. I was very disturbed by that. She's been a dear friend to me and with the training I'd received and my experience, the one thing I learn is to keep it people's privacy confidential. What disappoints me the most is when things like this happen she was the first to doubt me. After all we'd been through, and to discover that's how she think of me was disturbing. I am not mad at her or anything, I just realize the need to communicate more. Things are all cleared up not and she apologized for it and our friendship had got closer every since. Being the black sheep wasn't a good feeling. I was sharing this feeling with a friend and her prayers woke up me. Jesus became our black sheep too. What I am experiencing right now is nothing comparable to what He's been through. Yet He still love us. Because of this, I have learn how to love people back when they hurt me. just because Jesus did at the time I don't deserve it most.

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In the following week, I had the privilege to be in the same room with the designer of the current Canadian flag,  George Stanley. I got all excited and goes everywhere telling people about it. Didn't get to talk to him like what my friend did when she ran into him in a football game. When we were chatting, she shared with me on how easy it is for us to run around everywhere telling people we met the creator of the Canadian flag. We should be more proud and excited to tell everyone that we know the creator of the World! *mind blown* sometimes, the smallest little things can teach us a big lesson.

Still in the journey on seeking. I don't know what answers I will get, but I know I'm up to something good.

Reminder

Focus on the right things to want  =)

This is my brain right now, colorful but messy.

Shall try not to listen to my fav songs when I'm having low energy, so I wont start associating it with low energy and start to not like them anymore, shall start listening to songs I don't like and will try to come out from the low energy asap to save my ears from horrible music, so smart Hexen  XD XD XD

I wish thr's more than 24hours a day, or maybe I should just try out hermoine's time turner. hmm...

On a random note, was chatting with a friend and realize that being here had taught me not to take A LOT of things for granted, being able to study here, meeting people, so many golden opportunities, life, fellowship, community. It has also taught me to be a chameleon. Adaptability to the max!!  Being able to sit in the church and listen to a powerful message, singing worship songs and having lunch with friends aft, something that I don't have much opportunity to do that in the summer. It felt great.

Have done a check list of things I want to eat when I get back here, so far, I'm doing pretty good  =D  even Kenzie's cake was off the check list too!! wuhoo!!  Next up, Harper's burger!!  mmMmmMMmmm~~ juicy juicy burger, so good  *drools*

May I present you, the sampler. *drools, flooding the whole world*

Life is good, better with a positive mindset!!
Hexen

Something I really don't want to forgot

Is the flight I had from KL to Narita Airport, no I didn't meet anyone interesting in this trip although i have to say people around me are pretty... Ok nvr mind I totally didn't pay attention to who was around me this time. Why? Because there's smth more epic to it!! I happened to be on the right side of the plane and it was an overnight flight so when they serve breakfast, it was actually sunrise on my side! Watching the sunrise on the plane while having breakfast is just pure amazing :) it's like the day just started off so right that everything u eat feels like rainbows!! It was a totally different experience than watching sunrise on land or just seeing the sky on the plane, sunrise + on the plane = double/triple the awesomeness, the rays, seeing how it slowly spread to the whole sky from just a thin fine line to the full  lighted up sky. The scene got better with the lively clouds that are so puffy like cotton candy! So magical, just like how happiness spread! It's really encouraging to know that imagine the sunrise as a goal you are working towards, every single action is significant and paints the picture, even though you are not at the final picture yet, the current picture itself has it's own aesthetic value. and seeing how it slowly progresses, it's definitely a rewarding experience. I really want to make sure this memory stays through blogging it and the feeling that I'd associated with it will stay.

(no, I didn't take this picture, I was't exactly beside the window so I wasn't at a good place to snap a pic of it, had breakfast and watched the whole sunrise with a stranger felt pleasantly peaceful)

Life is good.

Hexie

PS: can't believe I fell asleep while blogging this and clicked published before I actually complete the post  =.=  Sheesh Hexen, sending text and also posting a post in the midst of falling asleep... what's next? crack up a meal?

Faith

Challenge accepted Papa!  =D

Looking back my summer, things have become clearer now, a lot more things to learn, a lot more answers to seek, and I know all of these is to prepare me and to bring me closer to You. I know no matter what, I will just have to trust in You.

This popped up during my quiet time. I don't need all the answers in order to have faith. Faith is to believe something when there isn't sufficient proof. It wont be faith if everything is laid out wide and clear for you to accept. Besides, there is no way faith can wait until every stone is overturned (a quote I read somewhere). I don't think it's possible to be in state where our intellect has no objections towards anything. In a way, we have some form of faith to a certain degree towards different things.

I look forward to another awesome year of journey with friends and families that I am blessed with.

So many ideas, so little motivation, so alone with those ideas....

I wanna start a charity