Life continues here =)

Hi bloggy, i'm bak to entertain u now =) i wont dump u bloggy dun worry =) I still love u bloggy =) your d best blog i ever had! =P (well i tink dat's bcox dis is d longest i ever had =P)

Aft high sch is the time whr i start to xperience a lot of changes in my life. =)

I decided to go to HELP University College to do my foundation because they offer really gud psych degree over thr =) and they offered me a scholarship (c, i'm smart eh? XD) In the beginning I decided to stay in a room name Irene. She's a very sweet girl that I met in the edu fair in penang and my mom suggested dat y nt we stay together since we can come bak together as well =) So i was like y not? she's very nice and pretty =)

Life's pretty gud in the beginning and it gt better aft i met wit a bunch of crazy ppl! yes u! Cynthia, Jun and Jo Eve were the first few best friends I made in HELP =) later I met Jing in the ground floor and I can recall the time when I met her! It's so funny!! Can you believe that we're actually from the same high school? haha same age, same sch, same hometown! We knew each other's existence but we never talked to each other bfore! (well u cant blame me cox my form has 600++ ppl and u cant expect me to rmb dat many names eh? plus i'm more to my orchestra dat time so.... hehe) We were like pointing at each other repeatedly (meaning we knew each other) but we jux cant say out the other person's name =P it's jux so funny! haha (am really laughing while typing dis) =P I told her my room number and ask her to visit me when she's free. I can still rmb she's really quiet dat time and Cynthia and Jun had manage to dig out her potential craziness and she turn out to b d queen of crazyness!!! XD Hanging out with Jun, Cynthia, Jo eve and Jing are really really fun! oh ya! n book feng as well XD c! I stil rmb boon feng lo... I stil rmb his existence XD getting lost for the first time and end up having bah kut teh is EPIC (Tham, 2009)!! =P haha I really want to list out every single crazy moment together here!! bt i shall keep it in my mind cox i'm really lazy to type now... hehe i better finishh dis post before my laziness wins (fights bak laziness.... oh oouuu! it's getting stronger! I mux b fast! XD)

The most important thing here is that I met Him when I'm in HELP =) Thanks to Jun and my morale assignment =) And the very fist gift He gave me is JPA scholarship =) It has been my dream since young to go overseas to study and travel and it came through! Thank You my Lord! =) Come to think about it, He didnt give me USA thought I said it in the interview because I can stil rmb when I was really young, I have been saying I wanna go to Canada! He knows! =) I am really grateful for this gift and I will try my best to be the best! =)

Accepting the scholarship means an end to my life in HELP.... Short but exciting!! miss those days so much!! =) all the cooking in the room, hangin out till late nite, insightful chat with jun, crazy photo taking session, bullying Jo Eve and Jing sessions hehe all the sweet memories =)

life's gud =) and it gt better aft I meet You *big smile* (c! i did wat u say jun takayaki! =P)

shall continue soon =)

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It's been a long time since I blog..... Y? u might b wondering..... thr're times whr i hv the urge to blog.... (believe me, plenty of times) yet, a lot of things that drew me back, mainly: laziness.... no time.... and soemtimes when i feel like blogging when i'm in a bad mood, it stops me cox i felt thr's enough upset post in my blog..... lots of reason that keeps me from blogging......

Well, here am I! it's been a long time sine 17 april 1990..... i felt that my life is changing at a faster pace.... I can still remember when I was young, playing around with my cousin, being ridiculously boyish (trust me, u will believe that i'm a boy when u c me dat time, with my boyish name that contributed to it as well) to primary sch whr i hv no idea wat's happening and y all the kids mux wear d same thing and b in the same room while all the parents are outside the room looking with a concerned look....

I can still rmb my dad praising me for performing well in sch when I was in standard 4....dat time i hav no idea y did he praise me.... i din know i was top ten in sch, i din know till I was in standard 4 that i hav sat for so many exams (wish i still hv the blur attitude right now so i wont feel nervous when i sit for exams hehe) well i guess that was the beginning of me knowing about the usage of figures to determine a person's ranking in the sch, society and life..... (which to me i felt is the beginning of the loss of innocent-ness)

- I can still rmb bout the story my friend told me about a little kid that

choses money over a teddy bear..... ppl nowadays will think that he's smart

to take the money, it's gud to not be naive, he has the chance to b a

successful businessman bla bla bla... however, i felt dat the innocent is no

longer thr.... this is jux my own opinion.... i felt that once you learn about

the importance of money, u will bcome very materialistic, u start to care

bout money, ur no longer the innocent little kid.... (some ppl might think it's

a gud think bt i dun) 童真已失去 了.... y do the little kids need to grow up so

fast.... y not let dem enjoy a few more moments of freedom of troubles that

involves money... y dun let dem hav d time to enjoy their naive life that does

not show the ugly side of human beings.... (i can stil rmb thr's once i get so

digusted of the ugliness of human till i feel so hopeless) i cant denied the

importance of money bt the i jux dun like the ugliness of it..... i dun like ppl

to fight over money..... (bt real life u have to start doing it when u start to hv

no money left...) it really feels shitty to ask ppl for money.... (haha, jux

ignore my weird n lame opinion, forgive my poor ability to express my

feelings) gosh! i really love to crap! XD

Then to the time whr i was in high sch, whr the main reason i go to sch is bcox of the orchestra life i am having. I really enjoy those times, I really love the moment when u gt the victory aft all the hard work that u'd put in before this, I really miss the times whr a concert turn out to b a success aft all the training being put in, I really miss the time travelling together to a place to perform, the time whr we cried bcox of the pressure from parents and from the competition....all that i can say is all the good memories are still the good memories while all the tough times has also become good memories as well!! I felt that i had really lived my high sch life to the fullest! =) though there are still some regrets in my high sch life ( i regret for not spending more time wit my fren dat r not in the orchestra) bt i really have a happy time in my high sch =)

after high sch is the time my transition starts to accelerate.... *to be continued*