This post has been sitting in my draft for a very long time, I feel like completing it today after my quiet time. This happened in the week of Spet 16th during my Navs retreat. This week has brought me a lot of new perspectives. Bumped into a friend who looks really troubled on the bus on Wednesday. I asked her how is she doing and if everything is alright. She started to blurt out everything to me which I am very honored because she trusted me. Things were good after she let it out. However, I received a call the next day from her questioning me why did I tell everyone. I was in shocked. I did not mention anything to the people she said I did. As the matter of fact, I didn't talk to those people at all! I just received a hug from them and I have to leave. I was very disturbed by that. She's been a dear friend to me and with the training I'd received and my experience, the one thing I learn is to keep it people's privacy confidential. What disappoints me the most is when things like this happen she was the first to doubt me. After all we'd been through, and to discover that's how she think of me was disturbing. I am not mad at her or anything, I just realize the need to communicate more. Things are all cleared up not and she apologized for it and our friendship had got closer every since. Being the black sheep wasn't a good feeling. I was sharing this feeling with a friend and her prayers woke up me. Jesus became our black sheep too. What I am experiencing right now is nothing comparable to what He's been through. Yet He still love us. Because of this, I have learn how to love people back when they hurt me. just because Jesus did at the time I don't deserve it most.
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In the following week, I had the privilege to be in the same room with the designer of the current Canadian flag, George Stanley. I got all excited and goes everywhere telling people about it. Didn't get to talk to him like what my friend did when she ran into him in a football game. When we were chatting, she shared with me on how easy it is for us to run around everywhere telling people we met the creator of the Canadian flag. We should be more proud and excited to tell everyone that we know the creator of the World! *mind blown* sometimes, the smallest little things can teach us a big lesson.
Still in the journey on seeking. I don't know what answers I will get, but I know I'm up to something good.
